Word vomit

What am I doing, looking at cute puppy and cat videos when there is work to be done. Hahaha. I think it's a bit scary to put an infant so near a very big fat cat but the big fat cat is so fluffy and looks so snuggly that I want one. It doesn't help that facebook has a lot of cute puppy and cat pictures at the moment either. It makes me miss home terribly somehow, even as they make me feel rather hyper hahaha. Guess how my thought processes work is: puppy! - huggable and silly - I have lots of silly dogs at home - my parents have pets for their amusement - oh wait, Tarap is back home - there is a surprise waiting for him back home - ah, I wonder how he likes the new chickens we're rearing. Hm. I hope my dogs haven't eaten them yet though...!

Hahaha I wonder if I'm able to eat chicken after I return from Brunei. I guess the trick is not to become overly fond of any of them and the worst thing to do is to give them names. Can I imagine eating Feathers or Clucky or Honeycomb? *shudders*

Random thoughts. Writing for the sake of writing. Hahaha there is nothing substantial in this post really. Except maybe I'm quite glad to go back this time if I think on it? So many people I have not seen for a while, especially my cousins and nephews who I grew up with, juxtaposed with the feeling of this being my last year. You know, the need to do everything you've wanted to do before but put off. Hm, I guess in a way I've explored religion to my satisfaction already. Still there are other things like bungee jumping, sky-diving and more archery. Then there is the need to get to know people more than just hi-bye friends. Realising how futile it may be cos it's the last year and perhaps hi-bye is the way to go cos then there will be less heartache and tears when it comes down to graduation. But heck, I'm too far in to say hey, let's just be acquaintances to all the people I've met here, and ack, actually that will probably cause even more heartache to know that I've just let things fizzle cos I was lazy. (Haha, I'm really glad I went to watch 'And Then There Were None', even if I let my thoughts run a little wild and filled the shadows with too much life on my cycle back :P A murder mystery with a macabre rhyme - Agatha Christie is a downright genius xD Which reminds me I need to get the book to read the play was that good) Then I come to the realisation that I'm thinking too much again about things perhaps as an excuse not to do work :p Then again I realise that not thinking about things like these will probably make me not make the decisions that I will be happier with at the end of the day. I guess the issue is thinking on things. Not one of my strong points really. I'd think that my thoughts are like a squirrel jumping from tree to tree, refusing to settle down and examine my priorities closely. Perhaps that's why I blog cos then I'm forced to sit and write and sustain a legible thought. Or perhaps because I blog and write I allow myself the liberty of letting my thoughts act like squirrels. And Dug will *point!* out that I have a problem hahah.

And of course it is nice to once again turn my blog into a dumping ground for whatever word vomit I come up with or as a way to bookmark my sudden likes. I know it's an old song, but I can't believe I hadn't heard it til Yee posted it.

I can't describe how much I love this song right now. I actually bothered to try translating it, until it struck me that someone probably already did that (above) and now I'm just trying to absorb the poetry in the (translated) words. Haha, before, the song seems to just be able to capture a feeling, nostalgic, sweet and a bit sad. And indeed it is now that I know the words. But I feel there is more to the story in the music video. But I don't quite understand it yet. But I'll work on it hahah xD

Til the next word vomit, or a need to procrastinate :p